His efforts to catch Emet's gaze are in vain, as he's steadfastly refusing to look at Felih now.
"I did, and every time I was reminded of those I had lost. Of those who had given themselves over to Zodiark in hopes of restoring the world. Of those who betrayed us and broke the world and left me not even a grave to mourn."
It was easier, in the end, to remind himself that these creatures aren't truly alive. That they are a temporary stain on the world, soon to be gone forever. That his attempts to find some semblance of suitability in them were an exercise in futility.
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"I did, and every time I was reminded of those I had lost. Of those who had given themselves over to Zodiark in hopes of restoring the world. Of those who betrayed us and broke the world and left me not even a grave to mourn."
It was easier, in the end, to remind himself that these creatures aren't truly alive. That they are a temporary stain on the world, soon to be gone forever. That his attempts to find some semblance of suitability in them were an exercise in futility.